Heal Me II ©

Heal Me II ©

Over the next few months my relationship with Sebastian progressed. We grew to know each other on an emotional, mental, but not yet physical level. We spent a lot of time together. But I still couldn’t completely trust Sebastian because Joshua has put the moves on me just like that. Who was pulling out all the stops from dinners to the movies, to the flowers, the whole nine.
One night after we’d left the movies and were walking through the park illuminated by the moonlight he asked me. “Elena do you trust me?” I quickly lied yes. “Are you sure?” I couldn’t stand to look into his intense brown eyes and lie again so I looked away, “Yeah I’m sure.” Sebastian lifted my face up by the chin so I had to look into his eyes.
“Elena baby I can feel it you don’t trust me completely. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. Like I told you when I first met you I can’t control what the last man did. I can help heal the hurt but that’s only if you trust me enough to let me. So let me ask you again. Elena do you trust me?” I let his words move through my head, “Yes I trust you.” “Okay. Close your eyes then.” I followed his instructions then I felt Sebastian put a blindfold around my eyes, “What are you doing?” “Ssshhh. You said you trusted me. So relax and let me lead the way.”
I took Sebastian hand and followed his instructions. I heard him open a car door, I sat down I knew it was his car from how the seat felt. I heard him close the door and walk around the other side of the car. I heard the ignition start up and felt the car start moving.
We drove for what felt like twenty minutes. We went inside of a building and onto an elevator. We got off the elevator and went into a room. Sebastian sat me down on what felt like a bed. I felt him kiss me lightly on my shoulder. Then down to my neck then on my lips his lips were like a little piece of heaven. He sucked on my neck until he found that spot that made me hot. I let out a light moan. I wanted to reach for my blindfold but Sebastian held my hands. “Not yet, baby. You said you trust me.” I felt Sebastian taking off my shoes and he started massaging my feet. Oh my god, I was geeking a dude had never done that to me before.
I heard Sebastian walk away then I heard water running. I sat on the bed following Sebastian orders not to remove the blindfold. Then I heard his voice, “Don’t move, Elena. I’m coming to get you.” After a few minutes Sebastian came and took me by the hand. “Come on baby.” We walked into what I assumed was the bathroom because I could feel the cool marble on the soles of my feet. Sebastian came up behind me and kissed me on my neck and whispered in my ear, “Are you ready?” “Yes.” Sebastian removed the blindfold and I couldn’t believe my eyes, the bathroom was covered in candles and rose petals. “You like it?” Then I realized we were in the Bellmount the most expensive and classy hotel in the city.
I turned around and kissed Sebastian, “I love it.” I felt Sebastian tugging at the belt that held my wrap dress closed. His eyes filled with lust as he saw my naked body for the first time. “Damn more beautiful than I imagined.” “You think?” Sebastian brought me closer to him and kissed me passionately. Once we separated from the kiss he said, “I know.”
His last kiss left me yearning. I kissed him again more intensely, I wanted him right then. Sebastian slid one of my bra straps off my shoulders followed by the other then he unsnapped it. He made a trail of kisses from my neck down to my nipples he finished off by sucking each one. I slid my panties off and tossed them across the room. Sebastian slowly slid his finger inside of me he took it out and tasted it, “Delicious.”
I just blushed and kissed him as he pulled away, “Damn Elena, I want you so bad baby but I’m messing up my plan. Your bath is getting cold. I turned around and looked at the bath which had candles all around the tub. “I’ll be waiting, baby.” I got into the warm bath; Sebastian had my favorite shower gel waiting for me. He actually remembered things like that. I took in the warm feeling. As thoughts of making love to Sebastian over took my mind and my hand soon traveled between my legs. I ran my finger across my clit then I thought about it. Fuck this shit! I had a fine ass man waiting for me in the next room.
I got out of the tub, dried off, and put on the waiting black terrycloth robe. When I went back into the bedroom Sebastian was patiently waiting on the edge of the bed. I leaned against the doorway and looked at him. He was beautiful and I wanted him so badly but what if he hurt me? Why was I even here? Tears started flowing down my cheek. I tried to get back into the bathroom before Sebastian could see me but it was too late. He came and stood beside me “What’s wrong baby?” he said as he embraced me. “Sebastian I’m scared.” “Of what baby?” “You, this, everything.” I said as I waved my hands across the room.
“Elena, I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. Baby I just want to heal you. I want to love you. I just want to show you how much I appreciate you but if you’re not ready for that then. It’s okay.” Sebastian kissed me on the cheek, and walked out of the bathroom with disappointment yet again written on his face at my expense. He went and lay down across the bed, placed his hands behind his head, and stared at the ceiling. I was so ashamed I just wanted to leave but the guilt in me wouldn’t let me.
I walked over to the bed and slowly straddled him. I leaned down and whispered in his ear, “Heal me. I want you to baby. I trust you. I need you.” as soon as I said those words I felt tears coming to my eyes not of sadness but of relief. I honestly felt I could give myself fully to him and he would take it and appreciate it. “I need you too, Elena.” Sebastian placed his hands on my waist. The look in his eyes assured me he was sincere in what he said. Sebastian slid the robe off my shoulders sat up and kissed me along my collarbone. His kisses were such a turn on. I couldn’t believe it when my leg started shaking from sheer anticipation.
I placed my hands on the back of his head. I didn’t just want him I needed him. I pulled away from Sebastian long enough to take off my robe. His eyes never left my body. He bit his bottom lip. Sebastian lay across the bed and watched me. “Elena you are…” I didn’t even let him finish his sentence. I completed it with a kiss.
I removed Sebastian’s shirt revealing his tight muscles wrapped in milk chocolate flesh. I slowly made a trail of kisses from his chest down to his abs were I kissed the ripples one by one. I unbuckled his pants and slowly slid them off. I tugged at the waistband to his boxer brief but he stopped me. “Uh uh tonight’s about you baby.”
Sebastian picked me up, and laid me across the bed. He grabbed my legs by the ankles and spread them. He slowly kissed from the soles of my feet up to my inner thighs, where the kisses turned into licks then into sucks and then into bites. My pussy was dripping wet, he slowly slid a finger inside of me, in and out.
Sebastian slowly licked my puss then started sucking on my clit. Sebastian slowly slid two fingers inside of me while he simultaneously sucked my clit. I came twice off that alone. By the third time,I couldn’t take it anymore and tried pulling away. But Sebastian held me down and wouldn’t let me. My moans grew so loud the person in the room next door banged on the wall telling us to quiet down. I grabbed a pillow to cover my face. My toes started curling and my legs shook. As I came my body started convulsing. Sebastian kissed me, “You okay?” I could barely talk, “Yeah I’m good.” “You sure?” “Yeah.”
I looked down at the imprint of his hard dick against his boxers. His dick had to be every bit of nine inches. Damn he was going fucked my shit up. I ran my hand across it, I jokingly said, “Have you ever consider the adult entertainment industry?” Sebastian laughed shyly, “Nah I haven’t.” “You think you can handle it?” “I guess." "I’ll take it slow baby.”
Sebastian kissed me passionately as he slowly entered me. I bit my lip to keep from crying out. Sebastian moved his kisses from my lips down to my neck. Sebastian moved into me inch by inch. His dick rubbed against my G-spot making me come instantly. Sebastian started stroking slowly as my body got adjusted to him. I gripped the sheets as I tried to catch my breath, I didn’t think it was possible to feel a dick in your stomach but I damn sure know it’s possible now. I dug my fingernails into Sebastian’s back. I came back to back. I had to regain my composure it felt like my damn head was spinning. I couldn't help but yell out his name. Yeah it was just that good.
Sebastian laid back on the bed, he looked at me. I slowly got on top of him and slid down on his dick, inch by inch. I bit my lip to keep from screaming. I slowly started working my way up and down. I grinded my hips in rhythm with his, his eyes were locked on mine the whole time. He moved his hands up from my hips to my breasts. He sat up long enough to suck on them. He laid back down and closed his eyes in ecstasy as he enjoyed the ride. He let out a slight groan as he came.
He picked me up and pressed me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Sebastian went to work, I couldn’t stop calling out his name. I guess the people in the room next door got fed up. I heard them banging on the door. I didn’t give a fuck. I dug my nails in his neck as a came for the...damn I lost count. My body went lax as I came and slid down the wall. I was damn near spent but Sebastian wasn’t through. “Grab the wall.” I turned around and followed his instructions. Sebastian gave it to me so hard. I know we woke up half the people staying on the floor. My legs shook as we came in unison.

By four that morning we realized that neither one of us would be able to make it to work the next morning, so we both called in sick, had breakfast in bed, and made love until checkout time.

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Anonymous said…
I saw your comment on allhiphop.com I feel you. I just addressed the issue yesterday as well. I appreciate your point of view.

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